i think i should get a swear jar, i've found myself letting out the odd one here and there a lot more often recently so i would probably end up saving myself a lot of money.
i also found myself watching comic relief the other night just cause but it didn't make me feel the same as it usually does. most years i'll watch bits and pieces of it and start to feel sad when i see the clips of the kids in africa and stuff but this year it didn't make me feel sad it just made me feel really angry. angry that there are little kids dying every single day because their parent can't afford to buy a simple mosquito net to protect them during the night. it costs 5 quid to buy one and it could save some kids live yet to us 5 quid is nothing and we throw it away of a pile of crap. i spent a fiver on a chocolate mountain sunday in springsteens yesterday when i didn't really need it. don't get me wrong i'm not saying that we should never give ourselves a treat every so often and give all our money to charity, i'm just saying that maybe we should think about some of the things we waste our money on and how it could be better spent
end of rant.
on another note i'm more determined than ever to get out of this country over the summer - i need a chance to wear shades, shorts and flip flops it's been too long :(